First week of individual Primer is over and I hope that my layout is all right... I really pity those who had to re-do their layout and processes again, like me... Haha, but hopefully we're all finished and tomorrow we can start on the model.

I watched The Dark Night yesterday!! It was totally awesome and Heath Ledger played a really good Joker! If he were still alive, I think he would've won Best Actor!! I'm serious! You really can't tell that its him!! The movie was long, but it was really good and the ending was spectacular! A lot of twists in the plot too! I wanna watch it again man!!

Anyway, I had band this morning and my arms were about to break off because the score I have is really challenging. Thank God Sir didn't come today because we all would've died already...

Tomorrow will be the start of another tiring week and I think there's something wrong with the way I think... I'm suddenly feeling very insecure and I don't think anyone can help me this time... I realized that I always put off my problems and forget about them because I'm scared that it'll come back and eat me alive... I realize now that that was a bad idea and everything is like crashing down on me and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to think it over but nothing seems to come to a strong conclusion!

Sometimes I wish that there was someone to solve all my problems for me and I think that I have been living all my life that way... I think that I rely too much on other people that when I'm left alone, I'm utterly lost...

I'm starting to hate myself now...

First week of individual Primer is over and I hope that my layout is all right... I really pity those who had to re-do their layout and processes again, like me... Haha, but hopefully we're all finished and tomorrow we can start on the model.

I watched The Dark Night yesterday!! It was totally awesome and Heath Ledger played a really good Joker! If he were still alive, I think he would've won Best Actor!! I'm serious! You really can't tell that its him!! The movie was long, but it was really good and the ending was spectacular! A lot of twists in the plot too! I wanna watch it again man!!

Anyway, I had band this morning and my arms were about to break off because the score I have is really challenging. Thank God Sir didn't come today because we all would've died already...

Tomorrow will be the start of another tiring week and I think there's something wrong with the way I think... I'm suddenly feeling very insecure and I don't think anyone can help me this time... I realized that I always put off my problems and forget about them because I'm scared that it'll come back and eat me alive... I realize now that that was a bad idea and everything is like crashing down on me and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to think it over but nothing seems to come to a strong conclusion!

Sometimes I wish that there was someone to solve all my problems for me and I think that I have been living all my life that way... I think that I rely too much on other people that when I'm left alone, I'm utterly lost...

I'm starting to hate myself now...